Känslor.

Igårkväll stod jag ute i silververkstaden ensam.
Det var sent.
Familjen sov och jag hade hunnit tillverka en hel del. Bara ett smycke till...

Jag läste beställningen i mina papper.
Ett minnessmycke...
Älskad - Saknad...
Namnet mellan orden.

Jag smider färdigt ringen. Silvret bränner mina fingrar och mina tankar svävar bort till den som gjort beställningen.
Om det nu bränns i mina fingrar, hur skall det inte brännas i hjärtat och själen av saknad?...

Jag lägger det heta silvret mot städet och plockar fram stansen och hammaren.
Så, på radion;

Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart
You called out to our country
And you whispered to those in pain
Now you belong to heaven
And the stars spell out your name

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset
When the rain set in
And your footsteps will always fall here
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend ever will

Loveliness we've lost
These empty days without your smile
This torch we'll always carry
For our nation's golden child
And even though we try
The truth brings us to tears
All our words cannot express
The joy you brought us through the years

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset
When the rain set in
And your footsteps will always fall here
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned our long before
Your legend ever will

Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart
Goodbye England's rose
From a country lost without your soul
Who'll miss the wings of your compassion
More than you'll ever know

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset
When the rain set in
And you footsteps will always fall here
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend ever will

Jag stod helt stilla. Hela låten igenom.
Tårarna på mina kinder märkte jag inte förrän radion tystnade...